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Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna
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i know you don’t need me
and you sure as hell
don’t want me
but only if you could,
only if you would,
only if you did
it would’ve been
the sweetest feeling
can i have this fantasy just for a moment? // justscribbledwords
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Anxiety - My Reality

I’ve battled anxiety on and off throughout my life, since I was 5 years old. I would say it’s something I’ve managed quite well over the last…..¾ years. I definitely feel I have control over it rather than it having control over me.

Today reminded me that sometimes it takes its control back.

Something as simple as being given a fine, tipped me over the edge. I was so upset by it, I haven’t been able to think about much else today. So much to the point that I was so nervous about going back on the train this afternoon.

It’s the first time in a long time it’s affected me in this way. Last year I was told I had IBS - which was brought on by anxiety, and still is 🙄 but today I didn’t have an IBS flare up. Today I felt the old anxiety I used to feel in my stomach and chest. A tightening and tingling that threatened to take over. Despite this, I worked through it. I spoke to my husband, who is my rock, and dspeite him being in work he did his best to get back to me ASAP. I distracted myself as best I could, and I went with it rather than fight against it. I got through it, I’m back at home and I’m relaxed and feeling happier in myself.

I did it ☺️

I’m writing this in the hopes that it will not only raise further awareness of anxiety, and all other invisible illnesses, but show others that they’re not alone in this. That, even if you do get moments of anxiety, you can get through it.

This was just a blip. This was not a bad life or a bad day, it was just a bad morning.

- A xx

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